Cigarettes and Chocolates

Ever wondered what's the difference between the wrong people and the right people, you end up falling for? The people you get addicted to and the people you get attached to? The people you want and the people you need? Well, its exactly same as the difference between cigarettes and chocolates. An addiction that you cant abandon and a love you just cant let go off. 

This Girl

 She's beautiful in her simple little ways. She's ordinary but she always makes you feel special. She's not a supermodel but she's got those big pretty eyes and that smile to fall in love with. You can say you're okay without her as much as you want, but admit it, you'll miss her the minute shes gone. She messes up, makes mistake and  always manages to stick with trouble but something about her always pulls you towards her. Like gravity. You'll never know why she made you feel so good and then hurt so bad. 

One Last Time

I know, it's the Valentine's day and I shouldn't be posting stuff like this but who cares?
You don't know when its the last time you're seeing someone. You don't know when its the last time you're seeing them smile or hearing their voice. You don't know when its the last time you're looking into their eyes and considering yourself lucky to be a part of their life. But when they are gone? That is all you can think about. 

As I've mentioned before, life is very unexpected and it surprises you all the time and today I watched it happen to me. I saw life turn in a way which made me rethink every possibility.

Sour Candy Endings

Have you ever tried sour candies? Yeah, I'm talking about those colorful sweet and sour candies you get in the supermarket. They are those sweet sugary candies which abruptly end with a sudden punch of sourness. Its funny that I compare them with the way how some specific things end in our lives. Like you're enjoying the sweetness of something and suddenly the sourness hits. You have no explanations or answers. Just questions and a thought that you were almost there.

Strings Attached

Goodbyes can just fuck off because I hate them. They are like a flyleaf of a novel with a sad beautiful tragic ending. The last empty page which keeps reminding me that there is nothing more. Its where  I wish the story would've ended differently or maybe gone on forever. Or maybe the book could have a sequel  .But sadly goodbyes are forever.They're like synonyms to the word "The  End". I can say goodbye to people and things but never to the memories they leave me with. To the little things I want to relive everyday without knowing that its all gonna end someday. Maybe that's why I hate goodbyes.

Bittersweet

Have you ever felt like wanting the same thing you're running from? Have you ever held on to something which is long gone? Have you ever tried to preserve something which had decayed long ago? Have you ever felt that you are taking more than you can get? And you still follow it. You feel guilty when you want it and it chases you if you run from it. That feeling is bittersweet. Its not wrong but its not right either. Its not even something in-between wrong and right. Its just both at the same time. I have heard that we should never blame anyone in our lives because everyone leave us with something to hold on to.

Lets not call it 'Love'

What's so scary when someone starts treating you special?
It's when you get used to it
and you can no longer get it out of your system.
So before it's too late,
you have to set your mind
that sweet gestures are never guarantees.

That is exactly my point but its better explained in form of an incident that once happened. So there was this guy who was looking for something serious and he really liked this girl. That girl was really nice and she treated that guy well and they were good friends but she never really had any feelings for him. The guy was not really perfect (i mean obviously!) and had an image of a pervert. He tried very hard to get this girl to go out with him but it never really happened and there was a time when he was fighting hard to stay friends with her. Out of all this what I realized was that this girl, she never really deserved him. Because she only saw him as a nerd-ish pervert and truthfully he was so much more than that. She just didn't see what was beyond his pervert image.