Dear John

Blogger's Note: I'm really sorry for the delay but I was really busy in the past two months so I couldn't write at all. I'll try to get regular and post more often. I'm sorry for also not replying to all your e-mails. My inbox is practically flooded with them. I'll try and reply soon but it's gonna take some time.

Disclaimer: This letter is an extract from the collection of letters I never sent. I know writing letters in twenty-first century seems stupid but this is one thing which I take comfort in. I usually write my feeling or things that I want to say but I don't in letters and keep them in a box, under my bed. I am posting this letter because it means a lot to me. The name of the recipient in the following letter has been changed to John.

This Girl, That Guy

If this stuff is new to you please read that guy and this girl.
Make sure to check out the unofficial trailer as well at- Still So Weird: This Girl, That Guy

I do not believe in the idea of soul mates and love at first sight but  I do believe that a very few times in your life, if your're lucky enough, you might meet someone who is perfect for you. Not because you are perfect or he is but because somehow you both along with your flaws make perfect sense together.

If he was a guns and roses heartbreak song then she was a Carrie Underwood love song. He built walls around himself and she cared enough to shatter them. He felt deeply for her but she was always afraid to confront what she felt. I never knew that there were so many kinds of loves, or that love could make people do so many different things. This is their story.  A love like no other............

I Almost Do

It takes everything in me not to call you
and I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every-time I don't
I almost do

Lets not call it 'Love'

What's so scary when someone starts treating you special?
It's when you get used to it
and you can no longer get it out of your system.
So before it's too late,
you have to set your mind
that sweet gestures are never guarantees.

That is exactly my point but its better explained in form of an incident that once happened. So there was this guy who was looking for something serious and he really liked this girl. That girl was really nice and she treated that guy well and they were good friends but she never really had any feelings for him. The guy was not really perfect (i mean obviously!) and had an image of a pervert. He tried very hard to get this girl to go out with him but it never really happened and there was a time when he was fighting hard to stay friends with her. Out of all this what I realized was that this girl, she never really deserved him. Because she only saw him as a nerd-ish pervert and truthfully he was so much more than that. She just didn't see what was beyond his pervert image.