Building Monsters

I hate it when people change and specially when the new version of that person is so different that its impossible to even recognize them. I'm not talking about physical changes but instead changes which involve things like attitude and innocence. Its horrible to see how time, life and people bruise a person so bad, break their heart into million little shards and build a monster out of someone who was like an angel. But the worst part is that you were right there watching them change and go dark in front of your eyes, and you couldn't do a thing about it.

My Name is Trouble

So I know people who always manage to dodge troubles in their lives. They have their ways of staying away from problems and honestly people who stick around these kind people always manage to enjoy the same advantages as well. I am opposite to these people. I'm the kind of person who could be described as a magnet to trouble. I always manage to mess things up and stick to trouble. In simple words I can be called the most fucked up person possible. People who know me would definitely know that my name is "trouble". But you know what, I enjoy certain advantages over people who dodge trouble and I guess I'm just proud to live the life I have no matter how much trouble I get myself into.

Cigarettes and Chocolates

Ever wondered what's the difference between the wrong people and the right people, you end up falling for? The people you get addicted to and the people you get attached to? The people you want and the people you need? Well, its exactly same as the difference between cigarettes and chocolates. An addiction that you cant abandon and a love you just cant let go off. 

You Just Don't Know it Yet

"Nobody dies VIRGIN

Life FUCKS everyone"

"Why me?"

This is what people say when they land in shitty situations. As if they are the only ones who have ever suffered. Well guys, unfortunately everyone is blessed with troubles, so you're not the only ones. And hey, who exactly survives all that shit?

ALL OF US

 But who exactly deals with it?

ONLY A FEW OF US

My point is that we all go through troubles in our lives. Everybody gets fucked up and everyone breaks. Its nothing new, but only few of us manage to stand up. That differentiates us from those who sit back on the back seat and refuse to try. I think those few people who stand up are strong.

Sour Candy Endings

Have you ever tried sour candies? Yeah, I'm talking about those colorful sweet and sour candies you get in the supermarket. They are those sweet sugary candies which abruptly end with a sudden punch of sourness. Its funny that I compare them with the way how some specific things end in our lives. Like you're enjoying the sweetness of something and suddenly the sourness hits. You have no explanations or answers. Just questions and a thought that you were almost there.

Sweet Uncertainty

.Life is so uncertain. Isn't it? I mean all along you expect something from it and it keeps surprising you. Every   choice you make and every road you take starts an unexpected chain reaction. There are so many possibilities and so many uncertainties. And at the end, you would always be surprised about how quickly things change.

Imperfections

"God knows I'm not perfect either. I've made tons of stupid mistakes, and later I regretted them. And I've done it over and over again, thousands of times; a cycle of hollow joy and vicious self-hatred. But even so, every-time I learned something about myself"

We all have flaws. We all make mistakes. We all have done things we're not so proud of . We all have weaknesses. Don't we? I mean have you ever known someone who has never done anything wrong or who is perfect. If not, then why are we all so hard on ourselves? We all have imperfections or flaws that we tend to over-think about. Why do that? Why change who we really are? Why loose ourselves trying to get better for others? People who really love us or care about us will love us with all our imperfections.

Silence

When you sit in silence long enough, you learn that silence has a motion. It glides over you without shape or form, exactly like water. Its color is silver. And silence has a sound you hear only after hours of wading inside it. The sound is soft, like flute notes rising up, like the words of glass speaking. Then there comes a point when you must shatter the blindness of its words, the blindness of its light

People I cant Stand

Its crazy how some people manage to automatically get me pissed off by just being present around me. I usually call that kinda people arrogant. I mean whats up with that snobby attitude when people think that they are better than everyone. I mean "dude, seriously?? my universe revolves around better things than you so stop thinking that you can control me and please fuck off". I hate the people who think that they can never be wrong and if someone opposes them then they think that that person is trying to talk back.