Flames to Embers

So, yesterday I went to this bonfire party with my friends. And after everybody had left, I stayed to get some alone time. You see, I was having a tough week because last Monday, the universe suddenly decided that it hated me and started to conspire against me. Hence my state of mind. This time I was pretty sure that I wouldn't recover so I sat alone, in  front of the restless flames, feeling as if nothing was going to be okay ever again. As I sat there, hopelessly pondering, the fire started to die. And as I saw the flames turn to embers, something occurred to me.

You Just Don't Know it Yet

"Nobody dies VIRGIN

Life FUCKS everyone"

"Why me?"

This is what people say when they land in shitty situations. As if they are the only ones who have ever suffered. Well guys, unfortunately everyone is blessed with troubles, so you're not the only ones. And hey, who exactly survives all that shit?

ALL OF US

 But who exactly deals with it?

ONLY A FEW OF US

My point is that we all go through troubles in our lives. Everybody gets fucked up and everyone breaks. Its nothing new, but only few of us manage to stand up. That differentiates us from those who sit back on the back seat and refuse to try. I think those few people who stand up are strong.

Trust you? Again? No thanks

If someone hurts you once, don't be sorry for yourself. You're not at fault. They are. You just didn't know that they were the wrong people to trust. You can be nice enough to forgive them but don't be stupid enough to trust them again. And if someone manages to hurt you twice, then don't blame that person. Blame yourself. You're at fault because this time, you knew. 

The Art of Winning a Loosing Fight

I just went through one of the worst days of my life. It was the kind of day when I wish I hadn't woken up in the morning and gone to school. So what exactly ruined my day? Was it me waking up twenty minutes late in the morning? Or was it the unexpected rain in January (guys think of the homeless people...its not pleasant, its cold)? Or was it the ridiculous food from the cafeteria which made me feel sick? Or was it that stupid argument I got myself into? Maybe it was everything but there was one more thing which played the major role in pissing me off today. I don't know if its just with me but when I try to get something done everything in the universe starts working against me.

That Guy

I' knew a guy once. A guy with a very sad face. I got him wrong the first time. I thought he was a really strong person. I mean not like physically strong but more like emotionally or mentally strong. I had never seen him look scared or hurt or depressed He never really shared much of his problems with anyone and kept his distance from everyone. People who didn't know him thought he was arrogant. Some thought that he was shy or maybe just a little introvert. Others thought he was just 'fucked up'. But deep inside I always knew that he was not even remotely close to what people thought he was. He didn't talk much and never ever let his emotions show on his face. I guess he just built too many walls around himself. Later I found out that he was vulnerable to a lot of things though he never showed it.