Saturday, May 25, 2013

Homesick

Okay so I'll tell you the story of how my perfect summer got ruined. 

I was having a comfortable and relaxing week at my home. I woke up late and relaxed the complete day. I was also completing the novel that I have started writing. Everything was going just fine before my mom forced and sent me to my Aunt's place. It would take an eternity for me to describe how horrible this place is so I will not waste your time and will just let you know that this place is killing me. It's just been about twenty-four hours since I've been here and I'm already homesick.
  

I miss sleeping in my warm bed and miss waking up and looking at the ceiling of my own room. I miss my family and my dog and everything back home. In short, it sucks being away from home. Life has been really hard on me for the last complete month. I lost my grand-mom last month and I'm still not over that tragedy and at the point when stuff was finally getting a little bit better, I was thrown in this place to rot. Honestly, I'm depressed, tired and homesick and I just wanna runaway. The bad news is that I'm stuck here for another three days.

I guess, I really miss my own home. I miss being around people I love and I miss that familiar feeling I get in my home. I haven't ever realized this but I guess being home makes everything better. Right now, I'm feeling so lost and alone that I wanna get away from all of it and just curl up and sleep in my own bed. I just wanna be around my family and relax for a while. All I'm waiting for is for these three days to pass by some how...

2 comments:

  1. I really hope your summer gets better!! Maybe something good will happen soon!

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